Tough times, tough man - correlation?

I won't consider myself as tough,
Neither am I a man (hehe I had to say it :p)
But I know very well that it's by God's grace I've been pulling through...

It's so tough! Or so I say tiring, messy and frustrating?
Hmmm.
Everyday we experience being shorthanded.
The difference is being a little shorthanded or extremely shorthanded?

I really don't want to say this but..
Are we really capable of handing so many children?
Or is the focus just on filling the vacancies whether it's manageable for us or not?

I can't find motivation to go to work :(
There's little satisfaction in the work but it's more of a "phew/yes, another chaotic morning is over. Tomorrow will be another of such a day."

In the afternoon it'll be: "later you go where where where then this class that class split the children, one tch go out, the rest take __ children each.."

And the night before the next day: "can you ot? Or so and so will take someone's shift because she's on leave/mc so this carries forward to... The schedule for tomorrow will be...."

Tough times right?..

I'm gonna start another tough day now. Shall write another time.

Dear God please give me strength!